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Friday, June 13, 2008 ツ

=D today feels great cos today training i do wats the senior do haha~ feel so great... xD

but now's a days.. i found some things had losts...., my characters?, feelings? or ?, really getting tired day by days.. =\

hope can be last time de mi, can do wat i wan, wat i like.., no need to think of so much things and no need to fan so much things.., juz do wat i really wan to do..

falls down and climb up again.., tat's wat i always do.., always like to keep things/problems to myself, solve anythings myself.. cos, i dun really trust other ppls and so i seldom will talk to ppls, like or dislike juz keep to myself know.. very easy to feel guilty for ppls tat my very weak point.., help others more den helping myself.. anythings wrong i will juz blame to myself den others ppls y am i tat stupid? =.=", making my parents worry abt mi.. =\

but now better change alot.. (: trying to be more open now.. but it really tiring.. ~_~

wat if i turn bad,evil and wild? no need to feel guilty for ppls, help myself more den helping ppls.. and juz believe myself, and wouldn't be cheat by others ppls.. maybe like tat they wouldn't be worry mi cheated by other ppls.

haha~ saying all this make mi feel stupid.. xD btw only 2 person will know.. maybe more ppl will know? hahaha~ haiz..

now i thinking back to the past.. wat i wish in front of the gods, i told gods " i dun wish to have a relationship, and juz wan take care of my parents till they grown old ", now i think back it quite touch and silly, which parents dun wish their children have their own family when they grown up..

cos tat time think y ppl have a relationship, quarrel quarrel den break den go find another and start again.. like very ma fan as well dun have relationship den wouldn't quarrel le and everythings will be fine tat's wat i last time think, and now i think maybe my wish is granted.. cos from tat day till now i still dun have single of gf xD, and no gal approach oso haiz.., see others guys so many gals approach, haha~ nvm la dun have dun have lor.. xD single oso quite good oso =D, lol like i'm comforting myself now.. tat's wat i alway do oso.. xD

writing all this like i'm becoming emo le haha~ xD, i think none of my fren nor my 10+yrs fren still dunno my character yet ba.. haha~ nvm la dunno better.. xD i myself know can le.. like to push to extreme wat i do, but now dun have the feeling.. maybe is i lost this important feeling ba.. =\ hope can find this feeling back.. "EMO"/"SADNESS" IS NOT I WAN "WILD"/"HAPPY" IS WAT I'M FINDING xD

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